Wednesday, July 25, 2012

STATUS: TEMPORARILY SHUT DOWN


"Sometimes problems don't require a solution to solve them; instead, they require maturity to outgrow them."

                                                                                                           -Steve Maraboli

                There will be those very few times that her heart is at its weakest and her mind wanders immeasurably far.  Today, she admits how tired she is of all these… tired of seeing nobody who would understand, tired of failing, tired of hurting. Then she would curse her life, think immaturely miserable, burst her emotions, and hate herself.  However, she knows how that can’t last long. At the back of her mind is the never dying principle she made a long, long time ago˗˗ Do not give up. She knows exactly that the pain might stay long; but she can’t let that pain control her.
                 Once in a while, just let the pain. There are times that I just choose to be totally vulnerable, let my weakness take over and decide to put my guards down for a moment. This does not mean surrendering or being bitter; it’s just that it’s the best way I know to be able to continue and fight again. There has to be those times wherein I need to let the wounds bleed then cure them. I believe it’s necessary that we let ourselves feel the pain, realize and reflect before letting the pain go; having a better self just follows if you would just allow.
                We all need such moment of reflecting, a moment on your own. When you’re on for happiness, you have to expect pain as well. It isn’t wrong to be weak for a while; it’s just proof that the painful reality hasn’t made your heart a stone yet. Be happy… really, really happy, and you can only do that if you’ve understood, accepted and let go of the pain. 

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